pathak's journey

This is something I wrote few months back:–
The only reason I believe in love is because of the way I love.
I’ve known love, I’ve met love and felt in deep inside my bones.
I’ve had the type of love which makes people feel like home
A love which people call it peace and calmness.
Love,that completes you. A love like this
I’ve found in different humans and within myself.

And even after failures,even after the excruciating pain my heart never stopped, believing in love, because love can never be wrong but Human can be…..
We humans are so naïve about so many things ‘love’ which is believed to be the most fragile yet powerful emotion, we blame it for everything
Love for me has been power, and weakness ,still it invigorates me.
we can never outrun from this.
We say we fall out of love,we fell in love.
Instead love is the only thing which has power to lift us up.
I’ve felt a naked love which runs down in your veins, which does chemical reactions inside my brain, which shakes my soul and which runs down in my eyes..

Love exists in infinite form,there is family love and friendship love and unrequited love.
It exists in whole heart. In a crowd of people dancing to the same song, puppies wagging their tails when they see you,books that have fallen apart with ages.
All of this is what i have felt and offered to the person i was in love with..my language of love is bit of an old school, I prefer writing out handwritten letters, quotes from my fav song or pictures of my favourite things of his.

I had it all I gave it all and then I discovered love in heartbreaks and sadness, i had a love that was lost in times.
But I found a love which was directed to myself,at first it felt different, required lots of work and dedication but it did made me feel complete..

“In vain I have struggled. It will not do. My feelings will not be repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you.”

Pride And Prejudice by Jane Austen. I read this when I didn’t even know what love stands for and I go by this…

I’m halfway through this journey but i am learning self love everyday. A love purely made for you,by you.
A love created with a lifetime of passion and lifetime of understanding and achievements.

A love that can only be validated on your own,a sole and independent love..a love nurtured and grown so well that by the time you are 26 or 58 and you stand in front of a mirror and you don’t hate the sight but love and smile.

This is what found love is. 💛✨